wewt, movie tiem!

Mean Girls is on ABC tonight at seven. xD I love that movie. It's so... lame, but cute. It's a chick flick. I love chick flicks.

Inari-chan got me into stickam.com. It's pretty cool- it's a webcam thing. I don't usually like having my face on the Internet, but I can't help but like it. It's cool. xD

My midterms are basically over, except for band, but that doesn't count. I'm looking forward to just being done with the whole thing.

Nothing on the Cliff front. Zip. Zilch. Nada. But I'm still fallen for him... *sigh*

I leave on retreat tomorrow. o.O

three days left!

"I see the glass as half full. You see the glass as something to hit people with."



Best. Quote. Ever.



Foods was a bicycle ride where I hit the curb. APUSH was a fiery train wreck of death.



And I totally did better on my physics exam than I thought I would. Take a guess, please. 65? 75?



...



EIGHTY-FREAKING SEVEN!

I finished my physics powerpoint, and there are three days left until retreat. I CAN DO THIS.

three down, five to go.

MIDTERMS SUCK. >.<

PE was like floating down the Lazy River at Splash Lagoon.

Geometry was a car crash with a seatbelt and airbags. (meaning, it wasn't bad.)

Physics was a train wreck. Period.

And my predictions? APUSH will be another train wreck, Spanish will be a car crash with a seatbelt but no airbags, English will be floating down to earth like a feather, Foods will be a very gentle car crash, and band will be... nothing. At all. >.<

Anyway. Five days until retreat. I CAN MAKE IT.

No time to write. Must study APUSH. o.O

shit

too much stress

fucking hate midterms

i've been crying lately and I don't know why.

tgif

Thank God it's Friday.

Midterms galore.

I'll spend the weekend studying and doing physics.

Joy.

*dies*

surprise! make up physics test!

So I went to physics during band and finally made up my test... from before Christmas break... lmao. It wasn't bad, until I got to the end. We had to do an experiment thing, and "theoretical work"... I failed the theoretical part... and me and the other kid taking it, Matt, turned it in, then we were supposed to do the experiment together. I turned around to find him and HE WAS GONE. So I ran through the school looking for him, but this kid was GONE. I went back to physics and I said, "Miss B, be my partner. ) : ". And she did it! And gave me all this help. And I aced it. xD

Go figure.

Also, I made a video for Inari-chan of my room. Because I was bored as all hell.

My aunt, uncle, and grandma came over tonight to have cake and ice cream for my brother's birthday (three days ago... lol). We played foozeball downstairs. <3>

St. Lunatic High School is an adorable manga. And it's very readable- only two volumes. I haven't finished the second one yet, but I hope it's not like Yume Kira Dream Shoppe. YKDS was sooo kawaii, and I loved it to death, but there was only one! And it didn't even actually end. It was like she was going to write more, but didn't. ;.; I must ask Gaia. xD

That's all tonight! Ciao~

miiidterrrms and other shiz.

Midterms are around the corner. ;.; Here's the setup.

Friday, Jan 11 - phys ed (easy)

Monday, Jan 14 - geometry (med) , physics (hard)

Tuesday, Jan 15 - foods (easy) , APUSH (hard)

Wednesday, Jan 16 - spanish (med)

Friday, Jan 18 - band (easy)

*sigh* And on top of that, my physics book report is due on the 16th, I have a Spanish test on Friday, and I have to start working on an APUSH outline because the weekend I'd be working on it, I'll be away. AND my English midterm is a series of three essays that I can't do until I get my physics out of the way.

*screams*

I just have to repeat it to myself: retreat, retreat, retreat. Nine more days.

Tomorrow I'm making chicken parmesean for dinner. We made it in foods today, and it was pretty good, if small. So I'm gonna do it tomorrow, before my aunt, uncle, and grandma come over. We're having cake and ice cream for my brother's birthday- he was twelve yesterday. D'oh, happy birthday oto-kun!

There's a lady who works at Borders at the mall, and I really like her. She's into anime, and she always talks to me about the manga I'm getting. I got the second and final St. Lunatic High School, and the second + Anima. She said that St. Lunatic's ends really well, and I'm already halfway done with it, lawls. And + Anima is just cool, kind of like an elemental thing, only the people have animal traits. Cooro = kawaii!

I'm watching Fresh Prince of BelAir. I love this show. xD Will Smith rocks my socks.

I got another magazine selling prom dresses. a) I am not going to prom because I don't have a date, b) how the hell did they know I'm a junior?, and c) those dresses are slutty and the models are NOT in high school. lmao.

Injury update: my hand is fine now, though there's still a nasty bruise, but I banged my ankle on the bus this morning (while I was riding it, not literally ON it). No bruise, but it hurst like hell when I touch it. I thought for sure I'd be bleeding when I got to school. xD

There you go, a longer entry. <3>

here we go again...

I'm going through one of my "depressed for no reason" phases. I have no idea what it is, but I just feel so down lately. I need something to perk me up. o.O

Thank goodness the Living Stations retreat is coming up! That's a bright spot on the horizon. I'm looking forward to it. Unfortunately, before that, I have all my midterms. I always stress more over midterms than finals, because with finals, I take them and then I'm done for three months. I can relax. Not with midterms. ;.;

Another short entry. One of these days something significant WILL happen.

ow! mah thumb. : (

I hurt my thumb in tae kwon do tonight. It hurts to type. :o I was holding a board for my friend to break, and she kicked and I didn't let go at the right time. It's right where... I don't know what it's called. The part of your hand that moves when you move only your thumb. >.>

Yeah.

Too tired. Need bed. I swear, I'll give a REAL post soon. xD

lucky lucky natsume~ <3

So it appears Kelly got to go on a date with a certain hot guy. xD I'm happy for her. I got plenty of details. Kelly's great, and she deserves to have a guy give her attention.

Am I selfish for thinking 'when is it my turn, damn it'? Probably. I'd just like to be happy for her and not think about myself.

Short entry because I have to finish my physics. Nothing else happened today anyway, except for playing DDR at the church.

Ciao~

Gackt = Sexmuffin

FOR SRS. How can anyone look at this and not think "HAWT" (except for boys, who should think "I WISH I LOOKED LIKE THAT")?

That's right, they can't.

Yeah, I've been obsessing over Gackt lately. <3>

Right now, I think I like Sakurasou best. Most of it is him going "La, la, laaaa..." BUT HE DOES IT SO HAWT. It's like... "Gackt is singing me a lullaby!"

I need to find more piccus of him smiling. 'Cause he's even hotter when he smiles. I hate the girls who are with him in the commercials he does... especially the Body-Love one. (not sure what Body-Love is, but she's with him and he has his shirt off D:) I NEED HIS SWEET LOVING.

don't tell anyone but Gackt is hotter than Cliff

you, ma'am, have crossed the line.

I'm used to Maggie Deitrich making fun of me. But you know what really gets me mad? When she makes fun of my best friend. I seriously could have shot her during lunch.

No details.

Does she get some sort of sick high off of making people feel inferior? She must. Because I can't see any other reason to do it. I've finally found a fault with Cliff: he manages to be friends with such a cruel person.

And speaking of Cliff, Kelly said she doesn't hate him anymore. I asked her why, and she grinned and said "Because I saw him flirting with Kaitlyn!"

Way to cheer me up, Kel. Way. To. Go.

... that sucks.

So I finally got to see Cliff. How great that was. I didn't actually talk to him; I was too nervous. He was so cute today, too... and the talk about Lisa and Chase making out and Molly and Trevor making out is not helping! It's like.... "Yes, I know I fail at life, I know I have no chance with a guy, thanks for reminding me!"

My NYR didn't work out too well. I couldn't say a word. *sigh*

Watched a video and did a whole freaking lab about washing my hands in foods. I AM OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW HOW TO WASH MY HANDS. *glare*

Piano lesson tonight that I'm not ready for. APUSH now. Ughhh. My first day back is SUCKING.

ciao~

last day of break... ;.;

So tomorrow I have to go back to school. Uuuugh.

My dad sort of got rid of my fears about taxes. He said since I make so little money I might even get some back. Possible a sizeable amount. o.O Schweetness, nah?

My mom and I had a huge fight tonight. It was stupid, too- I told her 'no' about getting rid of some of my stuff, and she started screaming in my face. It was awful, and now I feel like some bitchy little teenager. Ugh. >.> I would elaborate, but I'm tired and I don't feel like it.

I just realized this post is coming about twenty minutes until I'd be missing my entry for the second day. xD

I get to see Cliff tomorrow. I'm so excited! Along with Masame-chan, Chase, Gabbie, Molly, and all those other people I didn't get to see over break... xD Yays! But it's at school, which sucks.

Uuuugh, tired. Off for today. Ciao!

(oh and i kneeeeeew my posts wouldn't stay long, lolz)

akemashite omedetou gozaimasu!

Happy New Year! I'm kind of glad to see 2007 go. Here's to hoping that 2008 will be ten times better!

So I've turned to the first page on my new FullMetal Alchemist calendar, and that reminds me... I need some New Year's Resolutions.

• 1. Stop procrastinating! Procrastination is BAD!
  
• 2. Get a backbone. Stop cowering in the corner and have some self-confidence!
  
• 3. Write in the blog every day, when possible. (The only exceptions are retreats and such without Internet access)

So, let's hope I can keep those. <3>

I had a wonderful Christmas, and this first post of the new year is coming to you from my brand new laptop! It's mainly for schoolwork, and it's nothing expensive, but I love it all the same. I only have one more day before I have to go back to school, and it will probably be spent doing my homework, but I had a great break- I got to spend a lot of time with Sakura-chan (movies, mall, my house, her house) and I saw a bunch of my friends at the New Year's Eve party last night. We had such a blast!

I don't want to go back to school, but I do miss my friends that I haven't seen- Masame, Kasai, Gabbie, Reanna, Olivia. I also miss Cliff. Huh. I guess my second NYR (New Year's Resolution) requires me to talk to him a bit more, doesn't it? Maybe I'll step up and start some friendly conversation. I would like that very much.

I got a few new games for Christmas, and some I bought myself. Magical Starsign (DS) and Zelda: Phantom Hourglass (DS) are absolutely amazing! I went out and bought the Harry Potter OotP for my DS, and it rather sucks. Don't buy it. I also bought NiGHTS Journey of Dreams for the Wii, and it's a lot of fun, though hard! I finally got out of the forest temple in Zelda: Twilight Princess, thanks to Sakura-chan, and now I'm in the fire temple. That boss didn't look too hard when she did it. xD

There are several things on my mind that are worrying me. Here they are, listed from least worrying to OMG HALP!

• 1. piano lesson Thursday that I haven't practiced for
• 2. physics book report
• 3. SATs that I still haven't registered for
• 4. TAXES.

I've never paid taxes before. I'm a little worried. What if I screwed up? That would be horrible! My boss takes my taxes out of my paycheck, but not on my tips. I'm kinda nervous. <.< >.> But I think I'll be able to handle everything else. I have Katie to help me with my book report, and we'll probably end up going through the SATs together too. I can do it! *chin up*

I'm also going to be able to test for my orange belt soon in tae kwon do. I won't be there for the actual testing, since I'm going on the Living Stations retreat (yay!), but I'll do makeup testing. I'm pretty sure I'll do all right, for my first time!

Oh, Living Stations retreat! I'm so excited! It's a weekend at the St. Joseph Retreat Center in Greensburg, for the youth group at my church. It's so much fun! There's no Internet access and no TV or anything, but I like it. It's like... a break. Let's forget everything that's going on and go up to the retreat center for a week, playing Extreme Spoons in the Long Dark Hallway of Death. There's a talent show every year, and everyone has to do something, since we all have a gift. I need to think of something... I was going to sing, but I'm too nervous. Maybe that's NYR #2 again. >.>

That's all for now. I wonder if all of my posts this year will be this long? Probably not. Ah, well. I hope you all are looking forward to the New Year, and I hope that when I say "you all" I'm not talking to my imaginary audience! Thanks for reading, and I hope you stick with me through '08! Domo arigatou!

PS- how d'you like the new layout? Not that it takes much creativity to pick one off the page. xD